City For The Lost: November 2004

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Tattoo
I have always been wanting to get a tattoo suppose to be my 21st b'day present BUT now that i, in the Police [--] dont think it will be quite possible... I guess i will have to wait till i ORD ehich is like wat 1 and half year more?!?!? anywayz... from now till then i will start collecting designs... this is the 1st one... saw the idea from somewhere and modified it... wat you think??


Original

My version
found it @ 5:51 AM
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I Did It My Way
Have you had any regrets in your life so far?? i know i haven been living long to say this [come on.. 20 yrs aint that short either] but there had been quite a few regrets in my life [i was damn bored in camp when i think of this] but i would have to say there have only been 2 big regrets so far in my short boring life...

1st Regret
Most of you know i had this huge impossible crush on a sec sch classmate of mine... So yah... the 1st regret is for not askin her out in when i have the chance [oh come one, i was an innocent boy] yah every now and then i will remember small small things and wonder if the feelins had been mutual... it might be a fool's dream but its a dream none the less.... how beautiful dreams can be even when have to you wake up again but then again who doesnt want their dreams to come true... thats one of my regrets which i will always have to live with

2nd Regret
The biggest regret so far.... My band... i have had quite a few bands so far. Pri sch, sec sch, poly, friends but the band which i love the most, treasure the most, miss the most is JSSMB... Its the band that gave me seniors, friends and juniors who made my life on earth worthwhile. It made up of half my secondary life. It taught it so many things about music and band. It made me laugh, cry, angry, sad, miserable, happy, proud, ashamed and every emotions a human being could have. When i had the most perfect band, it had to come crumbling down in my very own hands. A rich beautiful history build up by my seniors to be soiled by my hands... can anyone understand wat it feels like? Ppl always wondered why i bother to go back and stuff... coz i always felt its partially my doing for wat it had became... can a castle be ever build out of the sands of dream when the dreamers have all gone to sleep? how hard i've tried to do something about it... but it never seems to work out.. i have always wanted to give up and forget about it but i believe God place me there for a reason... while my heart gets heavy when i think of my most wonderful days, i can only wait for the dreamers to start dreaming again...

Untill the day comes, never will i be able to sing

And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, I'll say it clear,
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.

I've lived a life that's full.
I've traveled each and ev'ry highway;
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, I've had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried.
I've had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
"No, oh no not me,
I did it my way".

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way!


found it @ 4:36 AM
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Back from the Future
Just came back from "clubbin" with harv n selva... thats my first and most prob my last... unless with alot of ppl... wats so nice about shakin your body?? maybe the company's not right... but ive me a pub anyday...

been training in police academy... hahahz... found myself a evil twin... had a group of friends can hang out with... better than the first few weeks... but still BMT is the best... advise to my juniors... GO FOR THE PTP PHASE... its more fun... tough but more fun....

Havenin been bloggin lately due to tired, busy and watever nonsense i could think of so gonna post a few postings which have been in my head for a while...

I know this is a bit late but GOOD LUCK to my FRIENDS FAMILYS n JUNIORS in their TEST EXAMS n WATEVER they're doing

found it @ 4:08 AM
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