Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Regrets
oh man... dunno why recently i really regret not taking 'O' levels arts. Imagine what i would have been? a NAFA student? a le'salle student? most prob able to do more skilled drawings instead of the half fuck ones im doing now... oh man...
i regret not completing my keyboard lessons when im a kid... my half fuck keyboards suck... man...
do u believe that im going to be 21 soon... the passage to adulthood... watever... im still a kid inside... but there seems to be changes to me... AND ITS NOT WAT U ARE THINKING... hahahz... im tryin to change my style, in terms of dressing... gonna try and shake out of my cute little boy image... those tat are puking at this point please watch out... so if you're wondering wat to get for my birthday... new clothes would be nice...
I m having problems trying to save up... is $620 really not enough for me? not really not enought but i just cant seem to have left overs to save up... the worst... i dunno wat i spend on... all my friends are having savings tat are like 3 to 4 digits... at the end of the month its suprising to find more that $50 bucks in my acc... i really need a way to save... anyone who has any plans pls provide me...
sidenote: if you wanna contribute to the BUY JONATH A NEW PHONE BY NEXT MONTH FUND pls contact me. You will be provided with an acc no. and any amount of contribution is much appreciated... [ i know who you are so those less then $50 watch out ] muhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahah
im on attachment now... so those living in JE area watch for me in smart blue uniform... BUT I REPEAT DO NOT CALL THE POLICE FOR NOTHING!!!
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Two sides of a coin
Do u think that two different persons can be so alike in so many ways...
i feel that friends around us often reflects upon ourselves... we can see traits of ourselves in them... yet we can be soooo different...
i had this friend in PA who happens to be called jonathan too... his my evil twin in camp... there's so much difference between us... his can be innocent at time kenna cheated or smoked by ppl often [mostly me] while yah i smoke and play pranks on ppl... his family's christian but he insists his not but still he reads his bible now and then [to feed his spiritual strength he says] yet me who claims to be a christian doesnt follow closely to my Lord's teachings... he can be rather calculative in terms of $$ while me.. those who know me knows that i can spend $$ on my freinds if i can afford
yet there's so much similarities among us too... not very tall, lame and funny [whichever is applicable], has urge to do the right stuff, we both are good in art and music, can be rather vain at times, looks like small kids and we clique rather well. he's one of those few ppl i can talk alot to... stuff that i dont really talk to ppl about... its just so amazing
sometimes we find friends who are similar to other friends we once had too...
i had this pri sch friend who passed away during sec 2. sometimes when i see my friends around me... i seem to see clips of him, parts of him in them... the fact that he's clever, bully, martial arts, loves comics... dunno why but sometimes when i look at my friends they remind me of him....
did i became friends with them because of this unseen connections
since we're on the topic of friends... it seems i cant seem to keep in contact with my friends... maybe its because i have too many of them or that they are really very different ppl...
mainly there's 5 groups of friends who made a difference in my life
my bandmates from JSSMB whom i miss so much... those wonderful times we gone thru... those tears we shed, those painful experiences we went thru, those sad partings we had to endure, those ugly fights we had, those misunderstandings that changed everythings. The wonderful drils, staying back late, going to ppl's house, playing arcade, slacking at mac, training camps and leisure camps, SYF and drill assesments... i miss those wonderful seniors and juniors i had... how great it would be if we can still come together and play wonderful music under then baton of sir. pls stay in contact with one another... if not with me
my sec sch mates... wonderful friends whom i have know for years since sec 1... although im not always there for them all the time, never always there to lend them a shoulder or the time to to listen... know that i love you guys...
my poly friends... ppl who had dreams whose dreams are similar who saw the talent in me who made me want to excel in wat i do to be on par with them who motivates me and never fails to entertain me ppl of passion whose friendship i treasure alot
my army friends... so much we have gone thru... its only awhile but its a friendship worth keeping...
my police friends... the "youngest" group of friends.. a friendship thats still growing like a flower in the nursery... may it blossom into something beautiful.. or at least leave an everlasting scent
to all my friends i've mentioned... im sorry if i had done anything wrong or neglected you in one way or another... i still love, miss and treasure you guys...
[wow thats a very sentimental blog]
anywayz im gonna be on attachment for the next 2 weeks so dont be shock if you see me around in uniform and tyr not to call the police for 2 weeks
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Friday, February 11, 2005
so long ago since i wrote something... not that ive been busy or anything just that MY COM SUCKS anyways... i have or rather my friends and i have gotten the imac g5 which is damn cool... so if you have any jobs that require professional help in editin can pass them to me.. ill charge real low if you're my friend...
oh before i forget... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR this year not really into the mood... dunno why... maybe coz after the break im going to go on attachment at delta div.. so if you see me patrolling dun call me nerd or wat ever stupid names i might have... and dont call the police unless its really really really impt... dun make me do extra work...
its been almost 4 mnths since i transfer to police... if you ever see me during this period you will know how 'wonderful' the food is inside... but none the less im more fit even if i dont look so... i really glad that i made some really goood friends inside... but rest assured i wouldnt forget those i already had... or did i...
i dunno why but i have this urge to draw now a dayz esp to start on my animations... but where got time... i wish i can move out faster so that i can have my own rooom and a better enviorment to do my own stuff...
so yah a summary of the pass few weeks
- grew thinner
- going on attachment
- did 100 chin up [assisted though but still 100!!!]
- got myself a nice tan thats fading away
- passed my 1st exam in police academy
- won myself a pineapple [second prize hor] in squad CNY party
- wore pink [not really but it has pink stripes] shirt on CNY
- tried to change my image [no more t shirts, ppl say i too kid-dish]
- cleaned my dusty keyboard [makes me wanna take actual keyboard lessons]
- talked to some of my friends after like forever
- trying to save for a new phone [nokia 7610 maybe]
- went clubbing at zouk for the 1st time [most prob last too]
thaats all ba... soon [after i get my new phone] i will dedicate one weekend to revamp this blog and stuff.... so till then... i miss you guys...
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