City For The Lost: July 2006

Sunday, July 30, 2006

My New Hobby - Holga


found it @ 4:39 AM
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Saturday, July 29, 2006

I Got Wasted

I got wasted last night for the first time. PAD peeps threw a small ORD Bash at Dbl O. I wasn't expecting to get wasted. Thought it was going to be a simple (easy) drinking partying session. Anyway, I was there at 9 plus and was surprised to see no queue at all. Gerald and Sherrie (his wife) came followed by Lennard and Harith. We went in first and Gerald started ordering already.i had a glass of Screwdriver. Lennie had beer, Sherrie had lychee martini and Harith had Breezers. Gerald had a dozen terqila shots to share among us. Downed like 4 shots before Queenie and Johnson came. Lennie ordered another 2 jug of beer. Johnson keep making me "da" the whole glass (which I did muhahah). Not long after, my jr, Daniel, came.

[according to Lennie, I had alot more drinks, including a shocker (from a syringe) and Daniel, who is suppose to 'da' for his senior, didn't drink much]

This was when I got totally wasted.

I still can remember fragments of the night. I remember getting daniel to drink for me. I remember puking (totally un-glam). I remember going to the toilet and Gerald saying "sorry my friend drunk". I remember puking again. I remember Johnson passing me tissue. I remember going out of the club. I remember the railing. I remember auntie saying "Its quite sad to be the railing". I remember lennie saying he going Zouk. I remember getting on Gerald's car. I remember telling him my address. I remember leaning on Daniel and him saying I'm shivering. I remember him dropping off (maybe coz nothing to lean on) and me puking again. I remember winding down the window and the night wind blowing in. I remember walking tp my lift, pressing my floor, taking out my keys and opening the door. Gerald was with me all the time. He even reminded me to close the door.

I can even take off my clothes before plopping into bed. Not that bad after all. I can even wake up at 7 plus to sms them. Muhhahahahz.

Now I need to wash my stuff up. *eeeeyeeeer*

found it @ 10:13 AM
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Friday, July 28, 2006

Would You Buy This??

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

found it @ 12:23 PM
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Excuse Me, Are You My Shepherd?

Its been 3 days since i technically ORD (never to go to work at 9am) Having had a purpose everyday for the past one year (even if i don't feel like going), I am actually feeling very lost at the moment. It is as if I had lost the reason to spent my days by. For the past one year, I know I had certain assignments to complete. Now that I have relinquised my job, I felt lost. It doesn't help that my jr is taking over the coordination half-way. It felt like the job wasn't complete. Man, I feel like such a work-o-holic.

I think this is just a phase whenever major changes happen in my life. The first time I felt this way was when I step down from as Band Major during Sec Sch. For a while, I had nowhere to go after school, as if I'm some abandoned child. I would drop by band room once in a while to see if they need my help. Luckily, it was prelims and Os so I had to study with my crazy classmates (we were watching Olympics in class and went swimming in evenings) As you can see, I wasn't really studying but staying around for the company (we were the smarter kids.. Muahahha)

The second attack of lost-ness (ha! wat a word) was when I step down as ExCo for Ngee Ann Band. That time wasn't as bad as I still hang out and around the band room and there was my digusting Final Year Project to complete. Final Year Project would have been another problem if I didn't had Ami's project (Beggar Boy) to do.

It seems like I will always get this moments after dedicating a majority of my time (and life) to a certain task or assignment. It is like taking away the purpose of you living. I need to find a constant purpose in life. Wait, it doesn't matter anyway, I have no life.

found it @ 7:25 AM
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Rejection Letter

After soon many nights of restless sleep thinking about it, it had finally arrived. My rejection letter from MDA.


found it @ 7:37 PM
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Saturday, July 22, 2006

Back from Camp

I'm back from the Freshmen Orientation Camp. The school is cool and so are SOME of the people. Amazingly, I only took some photos at the camp. By the way, the new school building looks like a valley, with a hidden city. It looks like an oasis. Can't wait to use it. Here's some photos...



Here's some misc photos from aeons ago...

found it @ 6:46 PM
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Off to Camp

I'm now about to pack (yes, about to pack) for my camp later at 10am. (yes, later!) Freshmen Orientation Camp for School of Arts, Design and Media (or Angels, Demons and Monkeys as they put it). I have absolutely no idea what to look forward to but at least I have work as excuse if it turns out BAD. Well, more photos (hopefully) when I'm back.

found it @ 7:58 AM
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Sunday, July 16, 2006

So This Is The End. . .

It is quite hard to believe but my two years and two months of journey is coming to an end. This dawn upon me when we send Ian off back to Austrialia yesterday.

I think I still can vaguely rememeber my enlistment date. I was running late because my sis needed my mom to sign something. A cell group leader from RCC, Dennis I think, was there to see me off. My grandma and my ex and her best friend was with me. I think I look quite panicky that my mom wasn't there yet. I had to board the bus first already cause it's the last bus. At Singapore Ferry Terminal, as mommy's boy as it may seem, I was actually worried that my mom might not make it. Luckily Dennis, the cell group leader, sent my mom to the ferry terminal.

Well, standing out side the hall, waiting for our parents, having last lunch, collecting our daffle bags, trying out our clothes for size in the gym, getting settled in our bunk, our hair cuts. There's a sense of disbelief as i recall them.

It was definately a tough time then, trying to fit in, surviving all the physical training and crap from the sergeants. Well, at least there was OCS to look forward to. Who would have expected me to pass the IPPT and get weeks off. Well, who would expect me to buff up too. Well, field camp and Sit test after that wasn't as that bad after I broke up with my ex.

It was a tough time but a great time too. The promises to go through SISPEC hell with my platoon mates, expecting to not make it for OCS. What a shock it was for everyone that I'm reporting to Police Academy.

Oh, what an anti-social mask I put on when in Police Academy during the first few days. Thank God for Hawk company mates which end up being my best pals in NS. All the shit, the slacking, the singing, the playing, the mugging and all the running. It was an altogether experience from army. The bond was forged not through the tough times but the tough people we have to deal with.

Passing Out and posting out. Got into PAD which was a fun place to be. Got to know alot of people, experience alot of things and most importantly, ate alot of food.

Now, back to Ian. Darling Auzzie boy flew back to Australia yesterday and that might be the last chance we will be seeing him. Haha. Came up with Operations Make Ian Cry or MIC. Basically, me, momo and nic went to send him off. Little did he know, we actually asked the others to come along too. We had some small talk at the cafe when BAM! they surprised him. I think he was surprised in a glad way. We had cake, took photos and laughed at everyone and everything. Alec and Ning came last to see him off. Well, Brian did come but that was after Ian went through the gate.

Anyway, it gets me thinking, how many of them will I keep in contact and how many will become distant faces. Hopefully I still have my bros. No matter what, they have left me with the greatest memory. Not a bad catch for wasting two years of my youth. Here's a toast to my remaining days to the country.

found it @ 8:10 PM
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Thursday, July 13, 2006

Tell Me Why. . .

Please enlighten me why, now that my ORD date is nearing, is my workload the same as before?

After almost 2 weeks of leave, I got back into office to find as much work, if not more, as when I left.

Totally pissed! I was literally cursing and swearing the whole afternoon.

WHY! WHY? WHY!

found it @ 9:23 PM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006

Stabbed

I'm bored so here it goes, Evon

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome. (hmmmmmmmz)
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. (sometimes is an undersatement)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (hahaha yah rite)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (i used to before i lost my swiss army knife)
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. (who doesnt? maybe ivan)
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.(depending on mood and company)
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (by da ge when playing that stupid card passing same)
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer. (yah rite moving on)
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.(yes alec I have)
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before. (hmz... how should i answer this. Im the Cop?)
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. (as impossible as it seems, its true)
I have tried alcohol before. (duh)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (Hmz... may that person die in Hell, right lyn?)
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (well maybe not die ut u get the idea)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (if we celebrate it that is)
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. (er... does my twin count?)
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time. (yah rite moving on)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge. (does a carte/boat count?)
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (know how to play la, better than others)
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.(maybe not too bright)
I can't live without black eyeliner. (if t makes my eyes bigger)
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in. (n i lauff at how stupid i was in e past...)
I can't stick to a diet. (hahaha that's funny)
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy. (more like love being hyper)
I am an adrenaline junkie.

found it @ 10:26 AM
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Emoticons

What happens when you add 3 bored poeple chilling, a pen, lots of paper and a camera phone?

This!



And This!



The table beside us was taking polariods and we tried to get into their picctures with our emoticons. Hahahaz. They must think we are drunk, well at least me. We should do this again.

found it @ 2:30 AM
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Monday, July 03, 2006

Stranger Than The Da Vinci Code




11:01:35 PM pergolego@hotmail.com: ur fren is the campus superstar?
11:01:50 PM jonathan_gqd@hotmail.com: my friend?
11:01:52 PM jonathan_gqd@hotmail.com: who?
11:02:06 PM pergolego@hotmail.com: the other display pic u always put
11:02:17 PM jonathan_gqd@hotmail.com: me in tie?
11:02:27 PM pergolego@hotmail.com: ya
11:02:48 PM jonathan_gqd@hotmail.com: NO la
11:02:55 PM jonathan_gqd@hotmail.com: he look like who?
11:03:08 PM pergolego@hotmail.com: one of the superstar
11:03:12 PM pergolego@hotmail.com: dunno name
11:03:31 PM jonathan_gqd@hotmail.com: u sure anot... campus,,, the sch one?
11:05:58 PM pergolego@hotmail.com: ya
11:06:09 PM jonathan_gqd@hotmail.com: cant be....
11:06:18 PM jonathan_gqd@hotmail.com: dun even look like lor
11:06:22 PM jonathan_gqd@hotmail.com: maybe u talking about me

Hmz... So which campus superstar does kenji look like? (or maybe he's talking about the queenie photo)


found it @ 8:33 AM
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