City For The Lost: Two sides of a coin

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Two sides of a coin
Do u think that two different persons can be so alike in so many ways...

i feel that friends around us often reflects upon ourselves... we can see traits of ourselves in them... yet we can be soooo different...

i had this friend in PA who happens to be called jonathan too... his my evil twin in camp... there's so much difference between us... his can be innocent at time kenna cheated or smoked by ppl often [mostly me] while yah i smoke and play pranks on ppl... his family's christian but he insists his not but still he reads his bible now and then [to feed his spiritual strength he says] yet me who claims to be a christian doesnt follow closely to my Lord's teachings... he can be rather calculative in terms of $$ while me.. those who know me knows that i can spend $$ on my freinds if i can afford

yet there's so much similarities among us too... not very tall, lame and funny [whichever is applicable], has urge to do the right stuff, we both are good in art and music, can be rather vain at times, looks like small kids and we clique rather well. he's one of those few ppl i can talk alot to... stuff that i dont really talk to ppl about... its just so amazing

sometimes we find friends who are similar to other friends we once had too...

i had this pri sch friend who passed away during sec 2. sometimes when i see my friends around me... i seem to see clips of him, parts of him in them... the fact that he's clever, bully, martial arts, loves comics... dunno why but sometimes when i look at my friends they remind me of him....

did i became friends with them because of this unseen connections

since we're on the topic of friends... it seems i cant seem to keep in contact with my friends... maybe its because i have too many of them or that they are really very different ppl...

mainly there's 5 groups of friends who made a difference in my life

my bandmates from JSSMB whom i miss so much... those wonderful times we gone thru... those tears we shed, those painful experiences we went thru, those sad partings we had to endure, those ugly fights we had, those misunderstandings that changed everythings. The wonderful drils, staying back late, going to ppl's house, playing arcade, slacking at mac, training camps and leisure camps, SYF and drill assesments... i miss those wonderful seniors and juniors i had... how great it would be if we can still come together and play wonderful music under then baton of sir. pls stay in contact with one another... if not with me

my sec sch mates... wonderful friends whom i have know for years since sec 1... although im not always there for them all the time, never always there to lend them a shoulder or the time to to listen... know that i love you guys...

my poly friends... ppl who had dreams whose dreams are similar who saw the talent in me who made me want to excel in wat i do to be on par with them who motivates me and never fails to entertain me ppl of passion whose friendship i treasure alot

my army friends... so much we have gone thru... its only awhile but its a friendship worth keeping...

my police friends... the "youngest" group of friends.. a friendship thats still growing like a flower in the nursery... may it blossom into something beautiful.. or at least leave an everlasting scent

to all my friends i've mentioned... im sorry if i had done anything wrong or neglected you in one way or another... i still love, miss and treasure you guys...

[wow thats a very sentimental blog]

anywayz im gonna be on attachment for the next 2 weeks so dont be shock if you see me around in uniform and tyr not to call the police for 2 weeks
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