Thank you Lord

I fall upon my knees beside His borrowed grave and there i wept till no more tears flow. My Lord has died for me. Upon the cross, my Lord has died for me. I cried and grief and prayed and pleaded. In the distant, i hear their cheers and laughter. In the distant, i hear the cries of hell. In the distant, i hear as i cry, the suffering of my Lord. By His borrowed grave i cried and i wept, i prayed and i pleaded for my Lord has died upon the cross for me.

As i cried, as i wept as i prayed and pleaded, i hear a voice above the cheers, the laughter, the cries, the suffering. Louder and louder it gets till it drown put the laughter, the cheers, the cries and the suffering. "Cry and grief my child. Cry and grief but not for long for My son your Lord have not died in vain. He died upon the cross for you and the world, for those who believe in him and those who rejected him. Cry and grief my child but not for long." A calm flow through me but still i wept. By His borrowed grave i cried and i wept, i prayed and i pleaded for my Lord has died upon the cross for me.

found it @ 3:28 PM
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fun

this is so fun face analyzer i never realize i got so many personality..

anyway this post is to say that the pic on the right is done by my jr waikit... for those who dont know.. he's an amzing artist... hopw he doesnt mind me using it... i inverted the color for your info to suit the page more... im so proud of all my jrs... they all have so much talent... stress in his music, kit in his art, des in his crazy senseless mind, kev in being himself, yiwen in being small but powerful, etc etc etc etc...

i might be goin clubbing next week... anyone goin let me know... can meet up there..

there's a UWC party @ rouge... can consider?

found it @ 6:48 PM
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Hat-trick week

Its been a busy week.... it all began with EOC then G law paper then IPPT then barrack cleaning... EOC [enhance obstacle course] was okie... ran with in 8 mins... passed... but damn shag... didnt have to mood to study for g law paper though... manage to finish the paper in time... MCQ seems to be harder though... followed by IPPT as usual got 5 pts for all but standing broad jump then didnt have mood to run so slowed down the pace... ran with evil twin jonathan... 11.09 min well watever... evil twin was called the wrong name again... SGT eddie called nicholas to catch up and overtake me... i was wondering how come nic so fast then turn and saw jon and was trying to sprint and laugh at the same time... pity him... i was only called nic once... maybe im not the right size to get mistaken... anyway... did a THROUGH barrack cleaning as the jrs are coming in... boss was not in the right mood... anyway i slacked a little here and there... the seniors never clean to throughly when we came in... suppose to share cab with boss but end up accompanying evil twin to orchard to get avril tix... maybe he doesnt like to go out alone with ppl... went with him... ate dinner, looked for books and shopped around... didnt get the tix coz sistic was closed by the time we got there but there was still a queue. when shopping... jon was gonna buy the levi's jeans then i realize that meixia got discount [birthday month] then i get for him instead... yah walked around and then went home... met up with the boys after dropping my stuff at home... went to nearby coffeeshop for kopi [i drank tea but anyway] harv and kit and des... kev and stress not free... updated myself with stuff... then tension btw kit and me lessening... hopefully with become like last time but then well... went home at 3 am

SAT suppose to meet evil twin and nic and others to watch spongebob... but had to accompany meixia to go shoppinng and get the jeans for jon so had to pang seh them... felt a touch of guilt [like when me and nic had to leave jon at dojo for jr defensive tactics demo which i really wanted to do... jon just rushed up last min so no more space left] anyway... waited at hom for meixia andszeming to call... finally called at 2 plus... went down to meet them... shirin was there too... so long since i catch up with her... talked about stuff... things always happen for a reason... anyway... went PS shop around... went levi's to buy but they didnt carry the diamond studded jeans at that particular store so meixia had to buy the jeans for me for my twin so other day... went over to fish & co for dinner with chuyue... mommy brought down a cake from sweet secrets for us... had a wonderful time... chuyue brought along her boyfriend... typical uni student... queit... i think he will be scared to go out with us again... somemore its not the full force yet... boon and wanqing and winnie not there yet... must be thinking we're crazy ppl... cancelled ktv-ing and went over to meixia house for mahjung session... lost $2.50++ watever... had such a wonderful day... i miss my friends... promised to bring shirin out more often... maybe can bring her along with jon they all...

saw this nice DKNY watch... but then SAVE UP... jon reminded me that i was suppose to change my hp like 5 months ago... wow... hahaha... typical me...

my mom wants me to get back my clarinet... which is with shuhua [my ex] so i suppose i have to contact her someday soon... kev's selling his sax... should i buy it????? tempted... kev give senior discount la...

i wish i have more time so that i can accompany all my friends....

my mind's not working well now too much info flowing thru... so long for now... cant really think straight now...

found it @ 11:54 PM
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Weekend

Had a hell of my time... its one of the best weekends so far...

FRIDAY

friday wasnt good though... suppose to go gig at esplanade but ended up with delwyn n' friend and alex... at zouk wine bar... and drunk beer [yikes]... delwyn's friend reminds me of clare from my short but fun jc dayz... crazy jc ppl... anyway... its boring... sort of...

SATURDAY

wow... best day man... woke up at 6am... i think im allergic to beer... man... my stomach feels weird the whole morning... then went to meet my best friends meixia and szeming to go some IT fair... on our way there met only slpt 2 hours and is lost delwyn at city hall... he looks really lost... then saw ian auzzie boy and jianhao and jake... they are goin to the fair too.. the fair kinda sucks... maybe because i got nothing to buy... almost bought a creative mp3 player though... but decided too save for my handphone... wanted to look at phones but guess wat... no mobile phones at a IT fair.. anyway then went lunck [at 2 pm] at swensons... had our dose of sinful ice cream [yum yum]... ian wanted to join us but by the time he came we finished... hahahah... auzzie boy missed his ice cream treat... so ian and jake went home while we went off to bugis... suppose to go town coz raymond [the PA one] was there with fid and fi... but they bought tix for 430 show [which was around the time we finished lunck] so my friends and i went bugis...

went shopping around for a while then they went off to catch a movie.. went kino and comic to paass time before i meet my poly friends... man so many stuff to buy so little money... clothes, clothes and more clothes pluz books and hps and comics... haiz... anyway... was goin down to meet my friends went raymond [PA] sms... say he knows im at bugis and stuff... freak out... im being stalked... then went off the meet my friends at topshop and say raymond and all along the way... apparently i told them i will be at bugis which i dont even remember mentioning... they went shopping while i go dinner with my friends

met alex and johna and daphne and walked to arab st... suppose to have dinner then proceed to sheesha session i think then no place avail so end up having dinner at fish and co. then armi and khai came. then deen and gf. then rong. then followed by justin. man its fun whole night just slacking talking nonsense making fun of each other hearing stories of gay platooon mates and taiwan and thailand and bbq and stuff... johna had passed out and is sgt now at 6SIR.. think he will be patrolling airport... which means i can get him to buy for me duty free alcohol... yeah!!! deens doing his civil def video thingy... abang khai goin taiwan... daphne is still doing insurance shit... just and me still in our officer course thingy... armi and alex still in their tape op job... everyones doing fine i suppose... sit and talk shit till like 11++ then we all went off... wonderful night...

oh yah... and this kinda cute girl was serving us... new trainee.. kept coming to our table to refill water and stuff... smiled at her a couple of times.. but no follow up action... wat ever... and alex's friend thought that i was alex. i was sitting back facing the entrance then he [he's the manager there] came over and squeeze me neck then i was like ?!?!? then he paiseh... then ask for alex... then we all laughed... man... i look like alex meh?!? anyway.. its a wonderful day...

SUN

today wasnt that bad... went hang out with my grandparents over breakfast... chill a bit talk talk over nothing... then came back... think im gonna finish my book then go buy stuff and check out phones and stuff... hopw next weekend is just as wonderful... most prob going for b'day dinner with meixia they all, catch spongebob [--] with evil twin and nick maybe go shopping too... well got to go help my grandma carry grocceries back...

my... wat a long entry...

found it @ 11:12 AM
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Further studies

i know i have been telling ppl that i can only study overseas

guess wat... i found a local course... NTU arts media design... too bad the application for 2006 is closed... does that mean i have to wait another year??my god how can i stand it... wats more scary is am i able to get into it?? my god its getting on my nerve but im in a hurry to go out... i will talk more when i get back tonight

NTU

found it @ 12:51 PM
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