City For The Lost: long long ago

Saturday, April 16, 2005

long long ago

its been awhile since i had posted any of my drawings [not that they are any good]my elfwood account's been idling for such a long time but its glad to now that ppl kinda like them though they are not the pros.... im thinking of getting a deviant account but it seems my com cant register due to some ip connection problem... changin to deviant coz its not so restricted... elfwood only for fantasy stuff... well... till i get someone to register for me... nothing to do with the pictures


i just took up guitar... its amazing why now then i start learning... there's been so many amazing guitarists around me all the time... justin, reuel, ashraf, stress, but its only recently [well last 2 days] that i start to learn it again... previously i never got pass c major and g major... well now all i need is a guitar... who wants to buy me one.... [by the way... i can sort of play a song now mnuaahhahahahz... worship me... muahhahahaz]


Alex [ the police one]'s gf was saying about my blog the other day... say its emo... very emotional meh... guess its so because of my personality... never really the emotional kind... my friends should know... all things are always inplied... never said out... guess this is the only way to let go of those emotions left unattended... never my way to bother ppl about my problems... not those really troublesome ones at least... thats why ppl seldom see me angry or sad...


I want to get into a Uni... i want to get into a UNI... argh.... always thought that i have to go overseas [which is quite financially impposible] at when at last a local course... i miss the application... argh.... still bothered by it despite how armi and dunno who been telling me i will still miss a year and can apply next year... wat if something happens along the way... argh... still considering if i should study or work.... well... lets see how when application starts again... argh...


haven got my phone yet.... suppose to get a n-gage 1st coz its cheap [supposedly] and symbian... that means no camera phone 1st... suppose to buy with ian [auzzie boy] but in the end found out its not S$100 but US$100... wat the... haiz... im getting the spending frenzy again... always happen when i cant get the thing i want... maybe i should get new specs and my contacts... or the DKNY watch... haiz... see how la... i feel so poor... wait... im..........

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