City For The Lost: Somebody Shoot Me, Please!

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Somebody Shoot Me, Please!
Living in this world can be the most fucking annoying thing anyone can do. Why is it that when the wrolds seems to be a better place, when everything doesnt seem so bad after all, Some one or something has to pick up that bloody big hammer and smash everything into a million pieces.

As you can tell, im not in the best of mood these few weeks. Yah, things aint going very well for me, all these when things finally seem to be back on track. It just seem like a vortex where everything just goes down down down. I wonder if there's a bottomline or have i just passed it. I would if i could but i cant so i shant talk about it here but it just made my life so miserable, Romeo and Juliet seem like a comedy. I would have shot myself to end these troublesome irritating things but then i dont think its worth it so i think ill survive. I will survive, its just the process thats a pain in the ass.

Thank you to my friends for you mere presence to make me forget about the problems for a split sec even if you dont know whats happening. Your mere company made my day better even if i still have face the shit. Guys who knew what happen, thanks for just listening to my piled-so-high-it-could-have-been-the-tower-of-babel shitload of problems.

So much energy to let out but no where to go to. No place to shout. No tears to cry. No fucking assholes to kill. So if i just whack you out of no reason, please forgive me. Its a bad time. I know i can survive this all but its just an ass to go through it. So please keep me company to make my days better, just for the moment if not forever.

"God has brought you down to lift you up again so that the world would say 'he couldnt have made it alone, God must have walked beside him.'" So my dear brothers and sisters, pray for me, please.
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