City For The Lost: Random Reflections

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Random Reflections
How ironic to be writing this on the day I'm extracting my wisdom (tooth).

Going through my past writings when I realize how much I have grown over the span of four years. From the insolent boy to the religious fanatic to the dejected youth to struggling student. These changes took place so slow that I failed to notice it. To the core of it, I'm not the same boy who wrote the first post many years ago.

Over the years, many thoughts and ideas kept coming back, resurfacing after years. Some came back full circle while others conflicted each others.

How funny the first thing I wrote about someone inspiring was "saw him for the first time today... sort of reminds me of someone but can't tell who... " Almost seems like a crush, most probably my own imagination at play.

School's been a series of unfortunate events. Shall not dwell on it anymore.

My point has just been proven that there are friends whom you can never work with. I need to find the people I can work with. I need to work on something.

Left my msn on last night and my deepest fear came to visit again. The senior who has been pushing me to produce work ever since I knew him. I am ashamed to talk to him. I need to proof I didn't make the wrong choice. Not to anyone else but myself.

Feeling even more lost after my reflections.

On a lighter side, I'm developing a crush on a certain DJ. hahahahahah. [this is so secondary school]
found it @ 12:14 PM
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