City For The Lost: Loose Ends

Monday, November 05, 2007

Loose Ends
Polaroid films have increased their prices. From $34 to $40 for a twin pack. Each piece of polaroid has gone from $1.70 to $2. Books Actually will be moving out from their cosy little white room soon. It seems the little things I love in life is slowly disappearing. Will my life slowly degenerate into non-existence?

I'm currently reading The Secret History, for the third time. It is most probably the book I've read for the most time. It seems to have a strange connection with me. I find myself being drawn deep into Hampden. I understand Richard's lies. I feel Camilia's pain when she cut her feet by the river. I feel Robert's cold that first winter in Hampden. I wish I could truly feel the love they had for each other. The summer house, the dinners, the walks and the parties. Only in the book can I find what I've been looking for. The strange connection and acceptance. Perhaps the magnitude of that kind of life could only be lived through the pages of their lives.
found it @ 9:36 PM
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